a substance free creativity
so easy in my being
i allow it as heavenly message delivery
substance free imaginative streak
why is that so hard to strive to achieve
when did it become strange to see
sex and rock & roll with the Lucies and spliffs
Drugs & creative consciousness
Such a common partnership
I begin to wonder
if creativity was never God’s gift
But a seed to be watered
by temple damaging magic pills
liquids that get you lifted
and awkward concoctions
to get you wired

i thrive
in substance free creativity
haze is not what my bars crave
chemicals are not what i need
to make my trills and runs stay
in your ears to marinate

all i need
is
me
a god given message
a heart for delivery
a mode and method for my soul to speak
and lines on a page that are not afraid to get dirty

is my free flowing proclivity
for poet speak
such a rarity
i have become the minority
the naturally unnatural of mercenaries
called to bring peace and harmony
to the country
destined to succeed in world unity
completely substance free
while dispersing my projects
for all to eat and digest
resulting in a changed mission and personality
to be change we want to see
exude the positivity
our youth yearns to be
so our legacy
stretches form sea to sea
hilltop to mountain peak
resting when all are unafraid to accomplish their dreams
listening to their souls preach
through unadulterated creativity
tell me you see a possibility?
Nothing is impossible when you believe

~17.apr.15~
#napomo2k15

Here I am
Mt olivet
Feeling the spirit wind
Around all the languages
My thoughts surround and inundate
how you away from me, they take

“Whoever fall upon that stone shall be broken”
You still are my broken piece
Nothing can equal your priceless worth
The silver equals that of dirt
H0w can they continue to quantify a soul of such a mighty birth
You continued to serve
When lead was your cause
No matter how many times they were to do you wrong
Peter thrice before the crow in the morn
But judas, but judas with a kiss before the dawn

::I am guilty
Ashamed of what I’ve done, what I’ve become
These hands are dirty
I dare not lift them up to the Holy one::

This shame your world did not have
I walked alongside you
Til the end of your time
Beautiful robe worn for a short while
Spiting on you m
Hitting you
Mocking you
They made up their mind
To kill you, the king of the jews
Two acts of “mercy”
At the place of the skull
Man of cyrene
Carrying your cross
Vinegar instead of water
Weakening you with every cost
I wish I was at gethsemane
Instead of you to take this on

::You plead my cause
You right my wrongs
You break my chains
You overcome
You gave Your life
To give me mine
You say that I am free
How can it be yes
How can it be ::

My hologram sat there
Foot of cross
Separated from my body
The only way I could be
Overcome by grief
barely comprehending john was to take care of me

“For they know not what they are doing”
As they gambled away the beauty you had adorned
As you continued to be scoffed
at by the crowd
no sympathy they had for you now

Three hours of sudden darkness
“My god why has thou forsaken thee”
My heart continues to break
As the earth began to shake
Take me lord, take me instead
Filled with sin,
I see you lower your head
Dreading what has to happen next
“it is finished” trickled from your lips
Your last cry
I held on to ever whimper
As You gave up your ghost

::Though I fall, You make me new
From this death I will rise with You
Oh the grace reaching out for me yes
How can it be
You plead my cause
You right my wrongs
You break my chains
You overcome
You gave Your life
To give me mine
You say that I am free::

Captive I was
To grief
To lose my most beloved Son

White was not pure enough
To be your last outfit
But I watched over you
My eyes pierced to each. and every. single.move even nature’s shift
I indulged you in spices and ointments
To show my care
Even though I felt and knew your spirit had left me there

::You plead my cause
You right my wrongs
You break my chains
You overcome
You gave Your life
To give me mine
You say that I am free
How can it be yes
How can it be::

Still Here I am
Mt olivet
Covered in the spirit wind
Around all the languages
But all I can think
is how you rose again
on Sunday morning
Thank you God for coming
back to me

::You plead my cause
You right my wrongs
You break my chains
You overcome
You gave Your life
To give me mine
You say that I am free x2
I am free yes
I am free::

5.apr.2015

Italicized Song/lyrics by lauren daigle, “how can it be”

It took: 2 prompts, 6 guys, 2 fights with my mother, 1 heavenly father, 1 fallen angel, 30 days observing NYC subways, 1 historic day, 1 challenging concept, 3 future propositions, and 1 forgetful parent moment (“dissent of a college grad” will b tweeted tonight) to lead to 33 poems in 30 days!

1. Sazón Sensitivity
2.Open Your Mind
3. Forever Praise
4. Armas Malas
5. Heavyweight
6. Declaration
7. Our Song
8. Bitter taste
9. Lesson plan
10. Reverence
11. Mayday
12. Mixed Dreams
13. Honey bunches of sidepiece smoke
14. Nuestro Rincón
15. Sauvemente besame
16. Accept me
17. Enamorada
18. 6th sense
19. Just a Friend
20. Epiphany
21. Giddy confusion
22. Other half
23. Addicted
24. Reverb
25. The final 2
26. Short end of stick
27. Muted Mind
28. Smooth Criminal
29. Oxymoronic & ironic
30. Dissent of a college grad

Tomorrow the snippets will go live in one webpage

Poetically blessed,
Azúcar

Shout outs to PureMusiq who killed it with the music for the night!

Pictures coming soon! I cannot wait until all you Si.Nik’ers can experience the art that comes from the collaborations made from this event! Stay tuned.

For more information about Mila (Lady Eclectic) check out her blog and our company website.

happy birthday to the Chief Marketing and Public Relations Officer, MilaRose!

1 love,
Simone Nikkole

“Thirsty” was ridiculous! JP Justice is always funny. He also speaks the truth! Especially about President Obama… But my secret favorite is “Blue”! (Not so secret anymore! lol) He is so conscious with his pieces despite all the erotic and raunchy pieces that others have. He makes it more comfortable for me to read my sensual work. Another favorite is Mona Bode. I love the confidence and stage presence she has. I like her pieces too; she has a talent with timing and vocabulary. I can’t wait to work with her on an Erotic Poetry CD. So excited! Azúcar making moves!

I performed just English pieces from “T.O. Love Azúcar”. I am learning I have to command the stage a bit more so that they are hanging on every word… I’m gonna try something different when I go back on the 18th…I’ll let you know if it works..

Pictures coming soon…

The patients also performed and touched me more than they realize. It is both a blessing and a curse that great art comes from struggle. But it is a great inspiration for all that can witness it.

Inspired Pheonix,
Simone Nikkole

I was able to sell some my books there and inspire the Guild by performing some poems from “My Journey through Poetry”.

Pictures are coming soon.

Poetically blessed,
Simone Nikkole

I made some great connections and plan to grow my business with the help of these great artists.

Pictures from the event are coming soon.

1 luv,
S.Nikkole

Mila aka “Lady Eclectic” always has something powerful to say. I loved all of her pieces as usual. G-$moov never ceases to amaze me. His ability to write from different perspectives is such a gift. He challenges himself so much and I admire that. Shea was funny as usual but still sentimental at that same time. Carlton was funny too but I’m glad he led us with a true story. Randall shocked us all with a song…. I’m dead serious; He will be singing “Flaws and All” at my wedding… the only way he can get out of it is if Beyoncé agrees to sing it herself. Then he had to go on an announce his project, Baroque Phoenix. Another Organization I will gladly support!

I was so happy to finally hear McIntyre read his work. There has been so much hype around his verbal gymnastics that I was jumping out of my skin to hear him when I saw him walk into HLS. He too, like Lizzie, was candid and intense. He has a way with words and an art with vocabulary that amazes me. I am not sure if he saw my jaw on the floor as blessed the airwaves with the ink from his Blackberry. I am a Blackberry Poet too so I understand the soothing buttons of the keyboard.

Since I was inspired by the other Avengers, I decided to unveil Azúcar Morena and some work from my next book, T.O. Love Azúcar Morena. Everyone loved her, others preferred her but she and Simone Nikkole are both Me.
To see Azúcar Morena come to another one of my readings… check out the book tour page and my events page.

1 Luv,
Simone Nikkole

The food was good and the music was right. I really enjoyed myself. This definitely will be a venue that I will revisit in the future.

1 luv,
S. Nikkole